Go Hyun Jung Blog ^6^ 《玉菁》: June 2013

Sunday, 30 June 2013

无助的感觉

坚强，只是外表上
是我比别人提早体会社会的压力呢还是我的错觉
在这两年我体会到失去的痛苦
失去依赖，经济辅助，失去情人，失去对某人的信心，失去倾诉对象，失去朋友，
失去活力，失去毅力，失去手机，失去。。。。。。
我学会坚持多一点，努力多一点，认真多一点，谨慎多一点，勇敢多一点。。。
一颗心一个人有时候很累。。。需要鼓励。。。寂寞寂寞就好

换个想法，如果我现在已经很有钱了，我还需要失去那样多东西吗
差别在于这一切必需由我亲手建立起来才能拥有这些魔力
我亲手建立的肯定会满足珍惜
You can't change ur family you can't change ur race you can't change ur appearance
But you can change ur status with education with believe with braveness and with wisdom
LeArn now to br strong in future
我相信我大未来不是梦，要认真的过每一分钟
我的心跟着希望在动

无助是我在吉隆坡是面对一个人，作出了超出想像的事
哭，跑，追，丢手机，哭，
自己塔地铁回家，和他从此失去联络和关系，正式归回原点。陌生人
那种感觉有很多掺杂的感觉快乐因为解脱，轻松因为包袱没了，
同时觉得愧疚因为伤害了他想起来我是多么的残忍
可是不残忍怎么让他彻底忘了我呢可是想想结果我还是会坚持那样做
很肯定那段恋爱是不能发展的了
长痛不如短痛被人狠的感觉很不好受好像千古罪人
他几时才能明白我的苦心。。。也许下一世吧
小气心胸狭窄的人很恐怖让我怕了几天

不过我也越来越勇敢我感觉人生好像竹子。。。每当一个的人生的某一皆断就会有这个感觉ba

new me yea

pink pink

green green

I Learn A Lessons Today

I meet some one that i shouldn't know him actually
accidentally an unintentionally
wrong timing ,wrong decision
close with him because to make someone angry and jealous
finally hurt myself through this experience
never do any decision when you are mad, when your emotion are mess
emotion make me suffer all ...
emotion teach me a lessons

people are in many kind
look silent and look cool
look danger and are like little cat
look active and look active
be careful when u meet up people
the real mask u haven't reveal dost mean he or she is kind and good people
the real and actual personality u did not know
the background u did not know

i have meet with one of the above look cool look silent
and i have a relationship for past 8 month
the personality is not suit with mine
mind concept not match
thinking not match
hobby not match
movie not match
everything is not match at all
i m talkative but he is a damn silent man

then i gonna end up this relationship
yap of course end up to avoid deeper suffer and become complex to solve
this is a damn right decision i have made
he is so childish and narrow thinker
he think now but not the consequences
do anything or decision without thinking what will happen next
it hurt people around him
i m not agreed with this people

another thing think is a revenge type people is not suitable to involve in relationship
girls , please think and see precisely when you want to be in relationship with someone
to avoid in case you both are broke up the mask of that guy will be reveal
see how he react, claim all his belonging , take something to make up suffer
these people u cant fight him when he is mad
thing wisely before decide
to avoid future damage by them