今天,想要多写些许。我在这段时间里面理解了很多,一种无名的压力在我的肩旁,我觉得这是我应该付起的责任,我长大了。我今年二十一了,很开心也很矛盾,对未来的前程还是茫然,可是我相信我可以做到的。
我要活的健康有意义,我要活的满足,思想满足,思维满足。明确的清楚的知道我要的,我所追求的是什么。
昨天,我和中学朋友一起出去吃火锅咯,聊得好开心哦,很久没有见到他们啦,朋友不管几久没有见感情还是不会变质的啦。「朋友一生一起走,那些日子不再有」 真的很怀念那时候的日子,一转眼毕业了,一转眼三年了。不过还好她们还是能够一起聚聚。
其实,生活是自由的,我们有我们选择的权利,人生就像一本书,我们就是作者,我们可以得过且过,也可以写得精彩生动有趣,只是在于我们是否能坚持把它写得丰富多彩。
我会尽力地写好我的书,我会努力写好我的书咯。加油,加油咯
"◕ ‿ ◕ i wanna be strong , money is power ◕ ‿ ◕" //♋ Love it, Heart it, Learn it with heart Open ♋//
Wednesday, 30 January 2013
30/1/2013
今天,突然想起要写写日记本咯,我最近很忙一放假,休息几天就去做工了。很烦恼,因为不知道是否应该放弃这个工作,因为收入不稳定。可惜,又找不到适合的工作,只好忍一忍咯。我呢是一个急性子的人,很多事容易紧张,因此是我最大的弱点之一。做了两个星期多收入还是很少。我要求不多,只要平稳就好也许这个就是我的挑战吧。
为了让自己安心,我决定去拜拜咯好让自己安心,就去了观音亭,可惜违建当中,没办法咯,我就到处绕绕,哪里知道,我经过了一座外表很美的庙宇,还以为是旅游胜地-博物馆里,就下摩托看看打算参观一下下,原来是有神明-妈祖,然后就绕绕,看看很整齐,然后一位大叔的指点下我就拜拜咯,祈求神明保佑我今年顺利。之后大叔就指点我告诉我可以求签,妈祖指点。真的好神奇真的讲到我的弱点,凡是不要急,耐性,只要做好一切的本份,就见太平的。
终于,我安心了。
为了让自己安心,我决定去拜拜咯好让自己安心,就去了观音亭,可惜违建当中,没办法咯,我就到处绕绕,哪里知道,我经过了一座外表很美的庙宇,还以为是旅游胜地-博物馆里,就下摩托看看打算参观一下下,原来是有神明-妈祖,然后就绕绕,看看很整齐,然后一位大叔的指点下我就拜拜咯,祈求神明保佑我今年顺利。之后大叔就指点我告诉我可以求签,妈祖指点。真的好神奇真的讲到我的弱点,凡是不要急,耐性,只要做好一切的本份,就见太平的。
终于,我安心了。
Thursday, 10 January 2013
购物天
昨天,就很想吃寿司了。。。今天就特地去吃寿司顺便买裤子拉。。。
选了很久才选到我要吃的。。。因为太多选择了。。。然后吃到很饱。。。慢慢的吞了
哎呀,下次不要这样了找多一个人去。。。
接着,就去加码买裤子咯,妈妈讲那边的裤子很便宜,很多选择,反正昨天买不到就去看看
果然,真的有适合的,而且价钱合理。。就杀三件了咯!!!
今天妈妈没有工作就找点回去陪他们看戏, 直到五点就去跑步。。。周八十四
哇,真的是开我玩笑。。。很斜阿好像站着也会滚下去。。。我周到1.2 就掉头回去了。。。因为终点是升旗山。。。我家那边听到就累了。。。因为走去还有花时间走回了。。听到就叫软。。我看到有人骑脚车上去阿。。。很吃力的 ,连我走的都很辛苦何况是骑脚车,坐车就像坐过山车一样。。弯弯曲曲,斜斜的很恐怖, 骑脚车下来更危险因为还要控制好车盘和刹车器,不然会死翘翘。。下次不去了。。。因为太伤脚了。。。不适合我。。。
晚些就去吃晚餐跟爸爸妈妈咯。。。还有弟弟。。
很好的一天。。。
选了很久才选到我要吃的。。。因为太多选择了。。。然后吃到很饱。。。慢慢的吞了
哎呀,下次不要这样了找多一个人去。。。
接着,就去加码买裤子咯,妈妈讲那边的裤子很便宜,很多选择,反正昨天买不到就去看看
果然,真的有适合的,而且价钱合理。。就杀三件了咯!!!
今天妈妈没有工作就找点回去陪他们看戏, 直到五点就去跑步。。。周八十四
哇,真的是开我玩笑。。。很斜阿好像站着也会滚下去。。。我周到1.2 就掉头回去了。。。因为终点是升旗山。。。我家那边听到就累了。。。因为走去还有花时间走回了。。听到就叫软。。我看到有人骑脚车上去阿。。。很吃力的 ,连我走的都很辛苦何况是骑脚车,坐车就像坐过山车一样。。弯弯曲曲,斜斜的很恐怖, 骑脚车下来更危险因为还要控制好车盘和刹车器,不然会死翘翘。。下次不去了。。。因为太伤脚了。。。不适合我。。。
晚些就去吃晚餐跟爸爸妈妈咯。。。还有弟弟。。
很好的一天。。。
Wednesday, 9 January 2013
shopping day ~.~ 9/1/2013
Today i wake up late , and i plan to go shopping for my new year dress.
i notoce that the malaysia economy are bad, because the spending has increases from 200++ until now 2013 , need 300 only can buy the new year dress, a sign of inflation and economic downturn , the value of money are begin to drop. example we use 3 ringgit to buy a plate of food now need 5 riggit to buy the same item, thats mean inflation increases by 40% in this few year. Now i still worried my spending are increasing although i seldom go out of my house , once i go out my spending will be 50++ sometime 80++, is a terrible Phenomena , i m worried about myself i m a person who easy worried but i always hope i can be strong enough , i will feel shame when i spend my mom money , i fell that i have the responsible to earn money myself , once my saving are finish i felt nervous and unsafe ( since i m small , i have been train by my mom to keep saving to but the thing that i need or i wish to get this have make it my behavior ) the side effect is i will be afraid to take money from my mom , because every time i request she will tell me to keep money to buy it , in the other hand my brother just need to announce he need anything they will buy it for him [ they are more care about my brother ] and i know they love me too just sometime i will be EMO. vow from a shopping day i type until the economic and my saving :*)
Continue to the shopping topic , today i have buy a pair of shoes from opera and 3 T-shirt , 4 printer ink , one chili massage cream ! i din go jogging today the sky are cloudy seem to be rain but din rain .... being cheat by the weather .... today shopping my leg very pain wearing high hill shoes walking from PraNgin to 1st Avenue then to Komtar and verse visa ... what a tired day
now i m dying my hair with the elsye bubble hair dying solution ... the colour are not really clear because my hair are black just will be seen until sun light so sad , i will to colour my hair more bright
theme.
i notoce that the malaysia economy are bad, because the spending has increases from 200++ until now 2013 , need 300 only can buy the new year dress, a sign of inflation and economic downturn , the value of money are begin to drop. example we use 3 ringgit to buy a plate of food now need 5 riggit to buy the same item, thats mean inflation increases by 40% in this few year. Now i still worried my spending are increasing although i seldom go out of my house , once i go out my spending will be 50++ sometime 80++, is a terrible Phenomena , i m worried about myself i m a person who easy worried but i always hope i can be strong enough , i will feel shame when i spend my mom money , i fell that i have the responsible to earn money myself , once my saving are finish i felt nervous and unsafe ( since i m small , i have been train by my mom to keep saving to but the thing that i need or i wish to get this have make it my behavior ) the side effect is i will be afraid to take money from my mom , because every time i request she will tell me to keep money to buy it , in the other hand my brother just need to announce he need anything they will buy it for him [ they are more care about my brother ] and i know they love me too just sometime i will be EMO. vow from a shopping day i type until the economic and my saving :*)
Continue to the shopping topic , today i have buy a pair of shoes from opera and 3 T-shirt , 4 printer ink , one chili massage cream ! i din go jogging today the sky are cloudy seem to be rain but din rain .... being cheat by the weather .... today shopping my leg very pain wearing high hill shoes walking from PraNgin to 1st Avenue then to Komtar and verse visa ... what a tired day
now i m dying my hair with the elsye bubble hair dying solution ... the colour are not really clear because my hair are black just will be seen until sun light so sad , i will to colour my hair more bright
theme.
shopping day ~.~ 9/1/2013
Today i wake up late , and i plan to go shopping for my new year dress.
i notoce that the malaysia economy are bad, because the spending has increases from 200++ until now 2013 , need 300 only can buy the new year dress, a sign of inflation and economic downturn , the value of money are begin to drop. example we use 3 ringgit to buy a plate of food now need 5 riggit to buy the same item, thats mean inflation increases by 40% in this few year. Now i still worried my spending are increasing although i seldom go out of my house , once i go out my spending will be 50++ sometime 80++, is a terrible Phenomena , i m worried about myself i m a person who easy worried but i always hope i can be strong enough , i will feel shame when i spend my mom money , i fell that i have the responsible to earn money myself , once my saving are finish i felt nervous and unsafe ( since i m small , i have been train by my mom to keep saving to but the thing that i need or i wish to get this have make it my behavior ) the side effect is i will be afraid to take money from my mom , because every time i request she will tell me to keep money to buy it , in the other hand my brother just need to announce he need anything they will buy it for him [ they are more care about my brother ] and i know they love me too just sometime i will be EMO. vow from a shopping day i type until the economic and my saving :*)
Continue to the shopping topic , today i have buy a pair of shoes from opera and 3 T-shirt , 4 printer ink , one chili massage cream ! i din go jogging today the sky are cloudy seem to be rain but din rain .... being cheat by the weather .... today shopping my leg very pain wearing high hill shoes walking from PraNgin to 1st Avenue then to Komtar and verse visa ... what a tired day
now i m dying my hair with the elsye bubble hair dying solution ... the colour are not really clear because my hair are black just will be seen until sun light so sad , i will to colour my hair more bright
theme.
i notoce that the malaysia economy are bad, because the spending has increases from 200++ until now 2013 , need 300 only can buy the new year dress, a sign of inflation and economic downturn , the value of money are begin to drop. example we use 3 ringgit to buy a plate of food now need 5 riggit to buy the same item, thats mean inflation increases by 40% in this few year. Now i still worried my spending are increasing although i seldom go out of my house , once i go out my spending will be 50++ sometime 80++, is a terrible Phenomena , i m worried about myself i m a person who easy worried but i always hope i can be strong enough , i will feel shame when i spend my mom money , i fell that i have the responsible to earn money myself , once my saving are finish i felt nervous and unsafe ( since i m small , i have been train by my mom to keep saving to but the thing that i need or i wish to get this have make it my behavior ) the side effect is i will be afraid to take money from my mom , because every time i request she will tell me to keep money to buy it , in the other hand my brother just need to announce he need anything they will buy it for him [ they are more care about my brother ] and i know they love me too just sometime i will be EMO. vow from a shopping day i type until the economic and my saving :*)
Continue to the shopping topic , today i have buy a pair of shoes from opera and 3 T-shirt , 4 printer ink , one chili massage cream ! i din go jogging today the sky are cloudy seem to be rain but din rain .... being cheat by the weather .... today shopping my leg very pain wearing high hill shoes walking from PraNgin to 1st Avenue then to Komtar and verse visa ... what a tired day
now i m dying my hair with the elsye bubble hair dying solution ... the colour are not really clear because my hair are black just will be seen until sun light so sad , i will to colour my hair more bright
theme.
Sunday, 6 January 2013
SEM 5 LAST DAY EXAM WOO...HOO
Today is the last paper ,the Forex paper
the end of Sem 5 = the beginning of my holiday .
i have been waiting for this day long long ago,
in which also the day of 2013 new year to me , finally i can take a rest on day 2013,
i have planning many makeover to my self since i m quite not satisfy with my appearance , is time to makeover but i have my budget ... so i need to plan carefully to reduce wasting of money ,
the first is my weight , second my hair style remove messy hair , my life style rearrange my lifestyle to normal, not sleep late , my dress i take this new year opportunity to buy few new dress and shirt.
dietary plan for this month and maintenance dietary consistence healthy figure.
rebuilt my shininess, rebuilt my self confident yea ... ... new year new start new life new me ...
the end of Sem 5 = the beginning of my holiday .
i have been waiting for this day long long ago,
in which also the day of 2013 new year to me , finally i can take a rest on day 2013,
i have planning many makeover to my self since i m quite not satisfy with my appearance , is time to makeover but i have my budget ... so i need to plan carefully to reduce wasting of money ,
the first is my weight , second my hair style remove messy hair , my life style rearrange my lifestyle to normal, not sleep late , my dress i take this new year opportunity to buy few new dress and shirt.
dietary plan for this month and maintenance dietary consistence healthy figure.
rebuilt my shininess, rebuilt my self confident yea ... ... new year new start new life new me ...
Wednesday, 2 January 2013
Investment and industry Law exam
today is the day we have exam ... at 9.00 morning , this is the test that used up fully my memory space
i have install and many section and cases in my brain ... and waited to vomit out when sit in the exam hall
i have try my best to answer but some specific term i still not very familiar i just answer with my understanding
after the exam end i feel very happy .... but then i have go the hawker stall [lucky 99] coffee shop to have a lunch but sadly i have drink the beverage 'Nescafe' the coffee here make my stomach pain and feel vomit the whole day ... so sad ruin my happy day ....
after this i have rest in my room ... then watch grand sin chan ... make me laugh non stop ... so cute
today i feel to jogging but the weather look cloudy and have possibility to rain ... haiz ... confusing me to go or not ???
i have install and many section and cases in my brain ... and waited to vomit out when sit in the exam hall
i have try my best to answer but some specific term i still not very familiar i just answer with my understanding
after the exam end i feel very happy .... but then i have go the hawker stall [lucky 99] coffee shop to have a lunch but sadly i have drink the beverage 'Nescafe' the coffee here make my stomach pain and feel vomit the whole day ... so sad ruin my happy day ....
after this i have rest in my room ... then watch grand sin chan ... make me laugh non stop ... so cute
today i feel to jogging but the weather look cloudy and have possibility to rain ... haiz ... confusing me to go or not ???
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